So, I haven't posted anything for a while now...
Let me just say, it's been because life has been crazy exciting and busy! :)
I couldn't ask for a single thing more... And I never knew I could be so happy, without a care in the world. [My.heart.full.and.whole...]
God introduced me to the single-most amazing man on the planet. Im not talking the typical guy that "knows what to say" and "buys your affection" for a short while... Or the kind of guy that makes up about 90% of the male population and ruin the name of the few good guys left out there. Im talking... the sweep-you-off-your-feet amazing guy!
You know how when you're young [at least every little girl does this]... You come up with a list of qualities and characteristics you want in a significant other! Even then, I sometimes would get so discouraged in relationships or even dating and would second guess myself, thinking that I was simply settling... So, I'd literally write down everything I wanted and expected out of the person I'd spend the rest of my life with... Then, sure enough, I'd find that I truly was settling for something I longed to have, but hadn't found!
Well, I started thinking... this guy doesn't even exist. So, I got to the point where my prayers simply asked God to please take AWAY the such-strong-ridiculously-heartwrenching desires of having a husband and creating an amazing family...
It was as if God was waiting for just those emotions from my heart. Me knowing I could do it alone, if need be... But realizing the desires in my heart were put there by God, and God alone... And no one, but He could take them away [if they weren't supposed to be there].
Needless to say, Ive got an amazing boyfriend... In my eyes, he is complete perfection & I thank God for him on an almost hourly basis... Haha. Really though.
Fortunately, Ive been able to spend the entire month with Josh in Tennessee before my exciting, oh-so-awesome internship starts. I get to start working as a student nurse, doing everything that a nurse gets to do... And finally making BANK. :) Yayaya!
[Oh, and have I mentioned I have the most amazingly, fabulous dog on the planet!]
Well, until next time,
XoXoXo
*It's times like these... where we're able to look back and make sense of everything from our pasts! Everything happens for a reason. And He always has a plan!*
Let me just say, it's been because life has been crazy exciting and busy! :)
I couldn't ask for a single thing more... And I never knew I could be so happy, without a care in the world. [My.heart.full.and.whole...]
God introduced me to the single-most amazing man on the planet. Im not talking the typical guy that "knows what to say" and "buys your affection" for a short while... Or the kind of guy that makes up about 90% of the male population and ruin the name of the few good guys left out there. Im talking... the sweep-you-off-your-feet amazing guy!
You know how when you're young [at least every little girl does this]... You come up with a list of qualities and characteristics you want in a significant other! Even then, I sometimes would get so discouraged in relationships or even dating and would second guess myself, thinking that I was simply settling... So, I'd literally write down everything I wanted and expected out of the person I'd spend the rest of my life with... Then, sure enough, I'd find that I truly was settling for something I longed to have, but hadn't found!
Well, I started thinking... this guy doesn't even exist. So, I got to the point where my prayers simply asked God to please take AWAY the such-strong-ridiculously-heartwrenching desires of having a husband and creating an amazing family...
It was as if God was waiting for just those emotions from my heart. Me knowing I could do it alone, if need be... But realizing the desires in my heart were put there by God, and God alone... And no one, but He could take them away [if they weren't supposed to be there].
Needless to say, Ive got an amazing boyfriend... In my eyes, he is complete perfection & I thank God for him on an almost hourly basis... Haha. Really though.
Fortunately, Ive been able to spend the entire month with Josh in Tennessee before my exciting, oh-so-awesome internship starts. I get to start working as a student nurse, doing everything that a nurse gets to do... And finally making BANK. :) Yayaya!
[Oh, and have I mentioned I have the most amazingly, fabulous dog on the planet!]
Well, until next time,
XoXoXo
*It's times like these... where we're able to look back and make sense of everything from our pasts! Everything happens for a reason. And He always has a plan!*
