There's Something About This Time of Year

So, I noticed yesterday how beautiful the roads are at night when theyre covered with rain. I know it sounds meaningless, but I really felt God's presence. How can people not look around and give God the credit for all the beauty... I guess sometimes it escapes my mind as well - I just miss having my grandpa tell me everyday how I need to count my blessings. Idk. I know Im rambling for the sake of nothing, but I miss my grandparents miserably some days. Its sooo comforting knowing theyre in such a better place and free of any pain. However, I believe its sometimes human to be selfish with others. Let me say, my grandparents meant more to me than anyone... They love, wisdom, and courage set standards in my life that will be hard to meet but will never allow me to settle. I must say, I should thank God more often for putting such beautiful people in my life. I talked to my grandparents about anything and everything, and my gramps always knew just what to say. I know, deep down, my grandma would have been saying the same things - maybe a little bit sterner though. :)



This time of year usually fills my heart with something so hard to explain - a little bit of love and pride, of thankfulness and giving, of selflessness, and more compassion than imaginable. Ive tried to conquer many things just within the past year - one of which being more thankful and appreciative, but also standing up for myself & being happy about the person that Im becoming... Well, Ive accomplished a lot, as have many of my friends. But I know I wouldnt be where I am today without my amazing friends and family that have pulled me through when I didnt think I could stand it any longer. I guess the thing Ive learned this year is that... Life really is what you make it, and dwelling on the past will get you no where!



So, at this time I ask that everyone look around them and really open up their eyes to all that they should be thankful for!



<3 J Leigh