Tuesday, January 27, 2009

..x.God give me a moment's grace.x..

So much going on anymore, but so much to be thankful for & excited about. [Nursing school, volunteering - crisis nursery center & hospice, family, friends, fun in stl, random sledding til 5am, graduation in three semesters, the "real world", so many opportunities - in the area & in the field.]

Life's a busy place these days - but I learned a long time ago that stress is unwanted and without a doubt NOT necessary [to say the least]...

Idk. Ive found myself advising others a lot lately to "live for the moment." A long time ago, I was a planner. I wanted to be engaged by this age for this long, a job at this age, marriage at this time, kids by this time... work here, do this, have that. Well you know what, thats ludacris, unrealistic, and most importantly... BORING!

Sometimes its hard to realize, but life keeps happening while we're busy wasting it, planning our lives out. Everything will work out the way its supposed to, when its supposed to... It will fall into place.

It's just nice to be content... more like ecstatic... to have no idea what is going to happen, but to know it's gonna be wonderful. This future, my future... will be better than even I could have dreamed or even planned out. =)

Who would have imagined so much of who I used to be is so different than who I am now... But I guess we all grow up! && when we grow for the better, we can be proud of the changes we've made, the things we've accomplished [& will in the future], and the strength//happiness within us!

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